15 March, 2006 One Day At A Time--Again!

This morning's CD: "Hymns Through the Centuries Vol II" Washington National Cathedral Picture: Rose Window above balcony Washington National Cathedral This afternoon Larry and I went for our appointment with our Family Nurse Consultant at Alzheimer's Community Care. Her name is Jo Ellen and what a wonderful lady! We received tons of information and homework assignments regarding legal and financial arrangements; all of the important things I need to take care of before losing important cognizant functions. We also learned about a great wellness and memory program at Florida Atlantic University. Jo Ellen patiently answered a ton of questions, administer the MMSE (mini mental status exam) and although we we dealing with a very serious disease process, there were also smiles and humor during our time together. My MMSE was up a point! I'm also on a waiting list for a early onset AD group. During the converation, I became acutely aware that I was asking the same question in several different ways about something impossible for Jo Ellen or any expert in the field to answer: "How long will I be able to function at a high level, go to work everyday and live independently?" The fact is that Alzheimer's is a very complicated disease which progresses slowly, yet at different rates for different folks and manifests different symptomology from patient to patient. Nobody can answer the question because nobody knows the answer. Jo Ellen stressed the importance of taking one day at a time and living each day at its fullest. This is something I again realize that I have to reinforce daily. And with God's help and my wonderful support systems at work and church and my relationship with Larry, I'm going to do just that: keep reminding myself daily to relax, take one day at a time and savor each moment as it comes. Gordon